Life in General

Hello again.

What a difference a few months make. Life is getting better everyday. I can't complain. Thank God.

Ben

It didn't work

So I tried to change last night and didn't even make it home before I fell back down. Today should be better, I am going to World's of Fun with my daughter, niece, and sister-in-law.

If it would only stop raining....

Time to Grow Up...

It's time to start coming clean. My name is Ben. I have two beautiful young girls and a lovely wife. You could say we are about as normal as they come.

Problem is, I'm not normal. Never have been. It's nice when someone calls you special and says, "you can do whatever you want." It's sad when you realize it and have never done anything to live up to it. My question is how do you get to where you want to go.

I like to say, if I get up for work everyday, do my job, pay our bills, go to church, don't beat my wife or kids, and try to do the right thing, then why am I so stuck. I'm tired of feeling like I am just treading water and trying to hold on.

Tonight, I will try to change.